Just joined a new nonprofit that is very much operating like a startup with money…and whoo boy am I stressed!
So much stuff they want right away, feels like I’m not meeting expectations, constantly getting grilled. There’s a pit in my stomach and tightness in my chest as I’m worried that I’ll get axed. I was looking for 6 months before this. The money and benefits are great but holy shit I may not be cut out for this…
I’ve been through so many stupid layoffs and cuts before, I’m so done. I don’t want a career, I just want good stable money. Is that too much to ask for??
Sorry for the vent/rant